(Source: purgingmylifeaway)
That's what eating disorders do;
They make you wanna be someone else.
They make you not recognize yourself anymore.
They change you forever.
And there's no way to be fully recovered. No matter what you do, there will always be that little voice in your head saying you're fat. No matter what, I'll never be skinny enough. I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
They make you wanna be someone else.
They make you not recognize yourself anymore.
They change you forever.
And there's no way to be fully recovered. No matter what you do, there will always be that little voice in your head saying you're fat. No matter what, I'll never be skinny enough. I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most.
My eating disorder thinks I’m fat. My eating disorder thinks I’m ugly. My eating disorder thinks I need to lose weight. My eating disorder thinks I will never be good enough. My eating disorder thinks that I’d be better off dead.
But sometimes I get to thinking, maybe it’s not the eating disorder thinking these things. Maybe it’s just me.
